I Started my peroid today.
And it hurt. a lot.
For the last two days i have been a total jerk from pmsing and im just so happy to do done with that for another month. Now i can get back to my drawings 'n shit.
To take care of my cramps, i layed in bed for 3 hours in a green leotard and watched I LOVE LUCY and drank three glasses of 'emerge in C', the strawberry flavor and i wrote a special person a love letter. it was a totally painful morning. I whined out loud a lot and cried a little bit when they hurt the most. Im seriously thinking about going back on birth control because i never pmsed and my boobs were big and i didnt get cramps.
Last night Brendan and I went and saw the new Woody Allen movie called Scoop and it was really funny. Scarlet johanson looks totally pregnent throughout the whole thing. and then we went to the bean and drank protein smoothies.
Matt Sanderson and his anarchist friend came by and my dad lent them some books about anarchy.
I am going to get myself together and go to the green line cafe and finish the book im reading, finish the letter to send to the boy that i love, draw some good shit and decide weither or not i want to go to ikea and get a light table for drawing.
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I dont remember my dreams anymore. But I know that they creep me out.
I woke up at six thirty this morning and I wasnt even tired. I Just had cold feet.
Now I sit in florescent lighting with a face that smells like my astro lover.
At least I'm not at home listening to that Madonna CD again...
Last Nights Dunny Party at vault of midnight was a HOOT. im in love with Curtis's son Dana...whos 13. But what the fuck else is new?We had fun drawing pictures of the ugly girls in his school and talking about Final Fantasy 11 themed birthday cakes.<3
HEY GUYS I LIKE LITTLE BOYS!!!
*yeah we know,Rita...
Yesterday was a photoshoot that I did with a woman named kirsten and her husband Doug for their website www.retroagogo.com. The pictures arent up yet since we just shot them yesterday but ill post when they are up. All pin up fancy style and i made 100 buckos in 5 hours. thats 20 buckos an hour. i dont think ive ever made that much money.
I miss my dad and philadelphia. Even Jack, the one armed boy, who i kind of wanted to kill by the end of the year.Im going to try to make it back there very soon because I want to settle back into my space in the apartment. I feel like its probably dad-i-fied and so i have to rita-fy it again.
A quick list of my summer obsessions.
1.Harley Boots and Working out together as one.
2.Non binary pronouns and the people who use them.
3.Neo Nazi Boys who write Pro Nazi Propoganda.
4.Electric typewriters (not computers) that have the correctional strip.
5.Riding my bike really far with my favorite trans friend.
6.Forrest, the peter pan hippie boy who never wears shoes.
8.Kinkos digital photo printer.
9.Talking to Carlo's dad on the phone.
10.Freaking out at Jay after every akward situtation that I enocunter.
Best Things that have happened all summer
1.I met John Waters.
2.Ive played a lot of House of the Dead
3.Vault Of Midnight Parties.
4.Passing my drivers test perfectly.
5.Getting in fights with the 300 pound chef at fleetwood who wears a utilakilt.
6.Climbing in swamps with Lorne and getting weird rashes.
7.Telling Forrest about John Waters Plaid Suit and him being the hippie that he is saying "I WONDER IF PLAID COMES IN TIE DYE??" and me killing myself a little bit.
8.Drawing many skull tattoos on Eliza.
9.Pouring bottles of wine on Jay for punching me in the face.
10.Watching Andrew attempt to buy pot from crack heads.
I bribed a girl for her KISS T shirt. I got it for 350. its black and has KISS in glittery silver.
There are little kittens at school. they're supposed to catch mice. Cute little babies. I loved holding them and feeling them breathe. theyre so small i could crush them with my fists.
I talked to casey on the phone last night.
It gave me chills.
Hes the best.
Then i listened to Love Hurts by Nazareth and watched Howles Moving Castle. See it. Its great.
Jack Called me yesterday. Innocent Voice. Sweet bird boy doesnt have any friends.
My hair is greasy. I feel like one of Jays trashy bitches.